暗暗的。只有风扇旋转不停的声音。
他，在找他。在这暗暗的房间里，想探索那逐渐熟悉的身躯和温度。那指尖曾经滑过的地方。
他，嗅着他睡过的枕头，想找回那曾经的气味。他，探寻昨夜的温柔， 想回忆曾经的痕迹。
他，思念向左侧身翻就能抱到他的快乐和幸福。
但是，暗暗的，整间房都暗暗的，没有他的影子和味道。
他，没有凭藉可以想像。
心，暗暗的。
Wednesday, July 21, 2010
Monday, July 5, 2010
Deleting
When he tries to log in a site where he join not long ago, and realized that he actually deleted his membership permanently last week.
It is because of need and desire that he created the membership to join the site, during that time he was no way near him, and now he doesn’t need it any more. Truly, there is something greater then need and desire, that is LOVE. A love that he can feel that was so pure and kind, a love that was so innocent and focuses on him always. He feels so lucky and blessed.
There are so many decisions we need to make in our life, accepting or rejecting. We learn how to accept things that are good for us, and learn how to refuse something which is not worth to keep.
When he decided to deletes the membership permanently, he doesn’t feel any pity for what he is going to do, and he did it immediately in fact; because he knows that there is something else which is more important than just a site for fun, for desire, for him can received many hearts from others; that is his feeling, his concern, his love, all these are worth and valuable to him than the site.
Because of the site, he met him, and because of him, he gives up the site. This is the circle of arising and descending. He is now back to the beginning where like he never join the site before, but the different is, he was so lucky to be able to have him.
Deleting something from our life doesn’t means that you are losing it, sometime we need to clean up certain things that we don’t need in our life, and make more space for other thing which are more important to come, THAT IS HIM.
It is because of need and desire that he created the membership to join the site, during that time he was no way near him, and now he doesn’t need it any more. Truly, there is something greater then need and desire, that is LOVE. A love that he can feel that was so pure and kind, a love that was so innocent and focuses on him always. He feels so lucky and blessed.
There are so many decisions we need to make in our life, accepting or rejecting. We learn how to accept things that are good for us, and learn how to refuse something which is not worth to keep.
When he decided to deletes the membership permanently, he doesn’t feel any pity for what he is going to do, and he did it immediately in fact; because he knows that there is something else which is more important than just a site for fun, for desire, for him can received many hearts from others; that is his feeling, his concern, his love, all these are worth and valuable to him than the site.
Because of the site, he met him, and because of him, he gives up the site. This is the circle of arising and descending. He is now back to the beginning where like he never join the site before, but the different is, he was so lucky to be able to have him.
Deleting something from our life doesn’t means that you are losing it, sometime we need to clean up certain things that we don’t need in our life, and make more space for other thing which are more important to come, THAT IS HIM.
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