Don't even know when I start to active in Fridae, but it seems not very long ago, that’s for sure (contradictory). Why am I join Fridae? somehow I will questioning myself for my intention--Am I looking for "Same-sex" relationship (and in fact I can't), Am I fancy "Man" (there is attraction to me for sure), Am I "Curious" about things happens between two mans (ya, imagination drives me crazy, sometime),Am I after "Sex" (I think that’s the thing).
Therefore, again, don't even remember from who introducing me to Fridae site, since then I visited the site often to "search" for "fun", "action", "encounter", and of course all those nonsense "chat". There is one time, I unsubscribe from Fridae, the decision is to draw myself back to "normal" life, but soon after a short period, I started to join the site again, and more and more "friends" were make from the site, and of course, a few real actions.
Some friends I knew from the site will question me, Are You Gay? How do i know, I don't even know what exactly I want, hence unable to provide answer. I am just "Curious", that’s the answer I gave to cover up all the unnecessary guilt and sin, perhaps, in my mind.
And now, I am still active in the site, add friends, sending hearts and sometime successfully to be able to meet some good people from there.
Somehow wonder Why Am I So Crazy About This?
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